" I Disappear" is a song by American heavy metal band Metallica, released on June 2, 2000 as the lead single from the . The music and lyrics were written by frontman James Hetfield and drummer Lars Ulrich, and they were joined by Bob Rock as producer. The song is the first appearance of the infamous snare drum on their eighth studio album, St. Anger (2003).
The single for "I Disappear" was only officially released in Germany, but reached the top 10 on charts in seven countries, and went to No 1 on US Mainstream Rock. The song's leak on the file-sharing service Napster prompted the band to sue the service. This inspired the song "Shoot Me Again".
The 2000 music video also featured a 1967 Chevrolet Camaro driven by Metallica band member James Hetfield. Hetfield was given the car after filming, and in 2003, listed it on eBay. With on the odometer, the restored two-door car had an automatic transmission and was bidding at with seven days remaining in the auction; proceeds from the sale were earmarked for music education programs. The music video premiered on 4 May 2000.
"I Disappear" was formally released with on May 9, 2000. The single was released as a CD maxi on June 2, 2000, under the Hollywood Records label. In Belgium and Italy, the song was released by Edel-Mega Records. In the chronology of Metallica singles, "I Disappear" was released between "No Leaf Clover" (March 20, 2000) and "St. Anger" (June 23, 2003). Metallica performed "I Disappear" 94 times from June 3, 2000, through May 17, 2023.
On April 23, 2021, Metallica released the two-track Disappear (Leaked and Live) through their Vinyl Club. The first song is "I Disappear (Leaked Napster Version)", and the second is "I Disappear (Live)", a live performance recorded at the West Hollywood House of Blues on July 18, 2000.
The Nu Metal Agenda ranked "I Disappear" at number 91 on a list of the 100 greatest nu metal songs of all time, with Holiday Kirk calling the band's first foray into the genre, "a summer blockbuster of a single." WMMR placed the song at number 13 in their ranking of every Metallica song, with Erica Banas labeling it "undeniable hard rock treasure," while Loudwire ranked the song at number 26 and stated it holds up "alongside the highlights of The Black Album."
+ Weekly chart performance for "I Disappear"
!Chart (2000)
!Peak position | |
Europe (Eurochart Hot 100) | 22 |
Greece (IFPI Greece) | 6 |
Netherlands (Dutch Top 40 Tipparade) | 2 |
+ Year-end chart performance for "I Disappear" !Chart (2000) !Position | |
US Mainstream Rock Tracks ( Billboard) | 3 |
US Modern Rock Tracks ( Billboard) | 36 |
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